SUCKS !
i am in a super duper terrible mood.
save me ppl !

22 sep 2008 is an unlucky day
i was told i am infected with latent TB.
wait, don worry it won't spread and i am perfectly healthy.
bt why the hell i am emo over it right?

1) i hate going back to that sucky place.
long journey, long hours.

2) i am afraid of the side effects.
what if i am so suay that i experience it few days b4 A or during A.

3) bcos of this dumb infection i ended up quarreling with my mum.
i had a terrible time explaining to her it is LATENT ! it just won't become active so easily.
i explained to her that is not due to my prolonged cough and etc.
explained until i also want faint liao she still keep telling me same thing,
i noe she care. but can she listen to what i have got to say.
can she understand what i am saying.
nan dao i really siao meh? so happy i kena ar.. doesn't make sense right?
so my attitude towards her becomes abit too nasty and she go mad again.
saying my dad don't like talking to her. my sis don't want see her. i talk to her like killing myself.
so she threaten to leave home.. (thats not the first time i heard it le)

hais.. everyday i have problem.
seriously speaking, i think there is yet a day in my life that is FREE OF PROBLEMS.
not even one as far as i rmb..
is my life just so BLA !?
is this fate (like mao always say de)
or issit karma ( maybe last life i am a bitch)

i noe i am hanging on.
and i am still standing strong. ( just like my sis. she is having prob with frens n studies.feeling sad for her too. =(( )
but sometimes i am really tired of everything
sometimes i really wish to let go of everything.
i guess when that day comes, i will feel very free.

finished emo-ing abt this terrible terrible day le.
i decided to emo tmr so that life will be again happy on wed.
bye bye................................