sucks sucks sucks !
i can only say i am in a damn sucky mood
i dono why.
i just don feel like talking.
i m feeling damn irritated
another mood swing?

went to a chinese physician.
3days medi, if things din improve, it will be hosp again.
diabetes or not will depend on the blood test.
gonna get it done tmr.
but tt physician said is due to my pooooor immune system.

whatever, i am getting pissed
of everything, especially myself.
happiness just doesn't last w me.
what's freaking wrong with me.

i am not an exhibition for goodness sake.
why the bloody hell must my mum tell whoever she met abt my sickness.
pissed w ppl asking me why, what, how.
STOP that ! i had enough of it.
i am not dead !

okay, that was not meant for my frens.
thanks all.
thanks for the sweet care and concern.
thanks for the house visit.
i appreciated it lots.

don worry, my brain is abit mad.
ignore my tantrum.
ignore my sadness.
my brain is not functioning well right now.