Wednesday, November 07, 2007quite abit to blog abt.
5 nov was my dad bday.
so yupp
sis n i bought a BIG cake for my dad
mama say i biased.
cos i bought a SMALL one for her
but hers is different.
so she is more blessed
lols.
anyway
was supposed to have OP ytd
but my dearest grace fell very very sick
so we had OP today
it was a blessing in disguise
bcos ytd we din prepare for e 5mins
i din memorise my script
in anyway,
YEAH OP is over n done with
=))
and yupp
i went to changi safra chalet
is behind changi airport
so is pretty cool to see planes landing
i wish i m like a plane
flying freely in e sky
lols
chalet was great with my 2 dearest nieces
the two that rawks my life
the two that cheer me up
and of cos
got my fav bbq chicken wing n sting ray !
yummy yummy ! ~
as for today
OP was okay
QnA also okay
but i felt tt i din elaborate well enuf
but it's over
so nvm ~
went west mall with grace mao kee mou yy
as usual we crap crap crap lahs
pass lily her shoes
supposed to join lenny lily fi for dinner
but i meeting xian
and is madness
walked home from west mall
1 hr plus journey
i m dying le lahs ~
looking forward to tmr cls outing
guess it will be fun
=))
but i must still say the same old thing
with all,, it wil be better
anyway
i m happy tt lionel is working in funan IT mall
opposite my office lehs !!
tis means i wont have lonely lunch again
hahaha ~
and yupp
just wanna say that i don mind u guys joke abt me n the past
i really don mind at all
but some things just shldnt b joke abt
like saying tt my presence caused somebody to be absent
i noe thats true
but i din wan it to happen
i din !
if my absence brings abt somebody's presence i will
but is of no use i guess.
i noe tt comment is just a passing remark
but i wanna say i mind
so stop passing that remark.
anyway
i m damn pissed now
wad the hell are my parents thinking?
i din work cos i have school
i have OP
i m not skipping work
if they bloody think work is more impt
then i see no point in studying le
i study so hard for wad?
work work work
wad the hell lo
want me go work 24 hrs
7 days per wk ma
don need slp
don need rest
work jiu hao
smth is damn wrong with their brains
just don wish to talk to them at all
just make my blood boils !
ARGGHHH
sometimes i just don understand why the hell i m in this world
i do wad also wrong
nth just satisfy anyone
if my presence is damn annoying
why bother to give birth to me in the first place
why bother to be with me in the first place
i am sick of it
really sick
no matter how hard i try
to be a better daughter or a better fren
i still just fail
i m tired of trying
tired of satisfying ppl
tired of working so hard
tired of being alive.
thats why sometimes i just wish to be alone
i just wish tt i nvr got home
at least then i m not present
i wont annoy ppl
seriously if i can
i tell you..
i will leave
leave this damn sickening place
not to hell
but to another country
mood was getting better these days
but all these silly n crappy things just spoil my moood
i just don wanna stay at home !!!!
anyway
i m very fatigue from the long long walk
so i gotta slp soon
nights
5 nov was my dad bday.
so yupp
sis n i bought a BIG cake for my dad
mama say i biased.
cos i bought a SMALL one for her
but hers is different.
so she is more blessed
lols.
anyway
was supposed to have OP ytd
but my dearest grace fell very very sick
so we had OP today
it was a blessing in disguise
bcos ytd we din prepare for e 5mins
i din memorise my script
in anyway,
YEAH OP is over n done with
=))
and yupp
i went to changi safra chalet
is behind changi airport
so is pretty cool to see planes landing
i wish i m like a plane
flying freely in e sky
lols
chalet was great with my 2 dearest nieces
the two that rawks my life
the two that cheer me up
and of cos
got my fav bbq chicken wing n sting ray !
yummy yummy ! ~
as for today
OP was okay
QnA also okay
but i felt tt i din elaborate well enuf
but it's over
so nvm ~
went west mall with grace mao kee mou yy
as usual we crap crap crap lahs
pass lily her shoes
supposed to join lenny lily fi for dinner
but i meeting xian
and is madness
walked home from west mall
1 hr plus journey
i m dying le lahs ~
looking forward to tmr cls outing
guess it will be fun
=))
but i must still say the same old thing
with all,, it wil be better
anyway
i m happy tt lionel is working in funan IT mall
opposite my office lehs !!
tis means i wont have lonely lunch again
hahaha ~
and yupp
just wanna say that i don mind u guys joke abt me n the past
i really don mind at all
but some things just shldnt b joke abt
like saying tt my presence caused somebody to be absent
i noe thats true
but i din wan it to happen
i din !
if my absence brings abt somebody's presence i will
but is of no use i guess.
i noe tt comment is just a passing remark
but i wanna say i mind
so stop passing that remark.
anyway
i m damn pissed now
wad the hell are my parents thinking?
i din work cos i have school
i have OP
i m not skipping work
if they bloody think work is more impt
then i see no point in studying le
i study so hard for wad?
work work work
wad the hell lo
want me go work 24 hrs
7 days per wk ma
don need slp
don need rest
work jiu hao
smth is damn wrong with their brains
just don wish to talk to them at all
just make my blood boils !
ARGGHHH
sometimes i just don understand why the hell i m in this world
i do wad also wrong
nth just satisfy anyone
if my presence is damn annoying
why bother to give birth to me in the first place
why bother to be with me in the first place
i am sick of it
really sick
no matter how hard i try
to be a better daughter or a better fren
i still just fail
i m tired of trying
tired of satisfying ppl
tired of working so hard
tired of being alive.
thats why sometimes i just wish to be alone
i just wish tt i nvr got home
at least then i m not present
i wont annoy ppl
seriously if i can
i tell you..
i will leave
leave this damn sickening place
not to hell
but to another country
mood was getting better these days
but all these silly n crappy things just spoil my moood
i just don wanna stay at home !!!!
anyway
i m very fatigue from the long long walk
so i gotta slp soon
nights
written at 9:50 PM
