i wonder why is my office so freaking cold.
2 layers still doesnt keep me warm at all
i guess i need bring a blanket to office le.

just had lunch with old man, lionel.
dono why the cafe here just serve such BIG bowl of food
make me super full.

just now i sneaked out of office for like 1/2 hr
went to meet blog seller karaine.
bought a white skinny jeans (sis) and a short (myself)
e skinny jeans is cheap lo
$22 only. =))

now got 1 china investor
but boss not back yet
dono shld i go entertain or not

and i spend like 1 hr freaking out over how i shld manage my pay
far too many wants le yet too little money. i m getting money-minded. NO GOOD arh !

did quite abit of rubbish thinking again. not purposely but somehow just zoom past my mind. find this world rather amusing. when u wan smth, that thing just wont appear n is like nvr gonna happen. and when u don wan it anymore, somehow is there wanting you. chim? actually is not.

i always rmb how frantic and frustrated i m when i was looking for some stuffs like my diary. finally i give up. i really give up finding and is like just by my side. wth right. but by then i don need the diary anymore. lols. is not happening once but many many times. i m trying to convince myself about smth. maybe i should just really give up. let my heart be dead about it. maybe things then will turn out better. but by then i don care anymore.

or shld i maintain the spirit i used to have when handling tlh? i rmb how badly he treat me. how harsh n evil he scolded me. but i just nvr give up. he hang my calls how many times. he rejected my explanation how many many times. and finally, he is no longer angry. till now we still keep in contact. to me, i always think that tlh is the most petty guy i ever noe (i m not worry if he read tis, i told him tt too. =)) ) he just get angry over the world most minor stuffs. 4/10'06 will agree on tt to certain extent. but somehow he doesnt seem to be the most petty one now. NONO. i cant put two different issues to compare. so perhaps i shld not maintain this spirit anymore.

i m not feeling low at all while typing this sounds very low entry. instead i m feeling very calm about. and i think is pretty funny cos i m replying to my own qns and thoughts. like i m a siao gina. but if i don exercise my brain with these thinkings, my brain will die soon. frozen n rotten to death.

anyway, time flies today. i wonder why. i think i did alot of blog window shopping and hmmm.. reading newspaper. lols. okay shall end here. gona read afternoon edition de today liao. =))