Thursday, October 04, 2007time to update about chalet le
=))
DAY 1:
hmmmm?
MERVIN loves to act cool
Kok teaching woody how to use PS2 controller.LOL
mak in DAZE
YEAH ! that is us and wad we were doing when we reached. MAHJONG n PS2
thenn the guys went swimming. =)
and as usual
they have crapping fun..
Yeah..and we went back for mahjong again
yupp..then is our night walk plus heart to heart session
Our Group photo. (it would b better with 2 more ppl)
okay..kee kee being raped
=))
DAY 1:
Mr jo happy about his mahjong tiles
hmmmm?
MERVIN loves to act cool
Kok teaching woody how to use PS2 controller.LOL
mak in DAZE
YEAH ! that is us and wad we were doing when we reached. MAHJONG n PS2
thenn the guys went swimming. =)
and as usual
they have crapping fun..
Yeah..and we went back for mahjong again
yupp..then is our night walk plus heart to heart session
Jo trying to prove how fit he is
GAY-ing again =P
Our Group photo. (it would b better with 2 more ppl)
YEAH..our chatting time
Okay..is time to sleep..
Okay..is time to sleep..
see how packed it is.
okay..kee kee being raped
DAY2:
YEAH..its morning again
went for volleyball n soccer
=))
i got play soccer too lehs
YEAH..its morning again
went for volleyball n soccer
=))
i got play soccer too lehs
hehes
Kee de butt too heaby.e coconut tree bended by him
Koky handsome hor?
yupp yupp
and the guys went swimming again
then we FINNALY have our lunch..
lols
woody does have his radiant smile at times
NICE right? cos i take de ma
We ARE flying ~
Smiles can be deceiving.who knows how i m feeling
MER shuai right
well..
there are lik 100 photos
i cant upload all right
it wil be madness
here are some.
hope u guys enjoy.
anyway..
i enjoy myself at e chalet
thanks e guys for being so great
but still
everything will be better with 2 more ppl
=))
and i think is time for me to face e reality again
why again?
cos i think i m trying too hard to b happy
i listen to him
i don think so much..and i try hard to smile n let go
but this is getting no where..
cos today..
e guys made me realised smth..
some can feel tt i m appearing to b okay
some thought i was okay already
but e truth is i am not..
but why must i act to be right?
i see no point in being sad..
sad le make ppl around me sad too
and these ppl meant alot to me
i rather bring joys than sadness to them
so i m trying so hard to stay happy
to enjoy with them
tts why i kept hanging with e guys
once they are gone..i feel so empty all over again
i telling all of you who r reading my blog
cos i think u guys need to noe how i really feel
do you noe how tired i feel at the end of the day
being happy is NOT easy at all.
but appearing to be seem so fake to me now
can someone out there tell me what to do?
i really dono
sorrry to have make this blog emo again
shld i call him out for a chat?
i m not doing it cos
i m scared tt he rejects my call
i m scared tt he will pass hurting remarks
i m scared tt i will do silly things again
i m scared tt i wil b back to 6wks ago de me
i m scared of so many things
at the end of the day..i dare not call.
i think i need to do some serious thinking le
take care guys
last paper for fifi !!
liyana end le ba?
anyway
good luck !
yupp yupp
and the guys went swimming again
then we FINNALY have our lunch..
lols
thats me and the macho guys ! ( observe my leg..i grow fatter le. =p )
woody does have his radiant smile at times
NICE right? cos i take de ma
We ARE flying ~
Smiles can be deceiving.who knows how i m feeling
MER shuai right
there are lik 100 photos
i cant upload all right
it wil be madness
here are some.
hope u guys enjoy.
anyway..
i enjoy myself at e chalet
thanks e guys for being so great
but still
everything will be better with 2 more ppl
=))
and i think is time for me to face e reality again
why again?
cos i think i m trying too hard to b happy
i listen to him
i don think so much..and i try hard to smile n let go
but this is getting no where..
cos today..
e guys made me realised smth..
some can feel tt i m appearing to b okay
some thought i was okay already
but e truth is i am not..
but why must i act to be right?
i see no point in being sad..
sad le make ppl around me sad too
and these ppl meant alot to me
i rather bring joys than sadness to them
so i m trying so hard to stay happy
to enjoy with them
tts why i kept hanging with e guys
once they are gone..i feel so empty all over again
i telling all of you who r reading my blog
cos i think u guys need to noe how i really feel
do you noe how tired i feel at the end of the day
being happy is NOT easy at all.
but appearing to be seem so fake to me now
can someone out there tell me what to do?
i really dono
sorrry to have make this blog emo again
shld i call him out for a chat?
i m not doing it cos
i m scared tt he rejects my call
i m scared tt he will pass hurting remarks
i m scared tt i will do silly things again
i m scared tt i wil b back to 6wks ago de me
i m scared of so many things
at the end of the day..i dare not call.
i think i need to do some serious thinking le
take care guys
last paper for fifi !!
liyana end le ba?
anyway
good luck !
written at 9:34 PM
