nth much but yupp
i got myself burnt again
my mission has failed
don wish to elaborate much
i had fun with my PAE mates
i laughed my heart out
pretty scary cos i m laughing for no reasons
but i feel relaxed after laughing
and i must apologise
bcos i have to meet him..
i cant go esplanade n in e end we nvr go
=((
next time..i sure devote all my time to u guys when we go out
and yupp
thanks jiatian for being my listening ear
had a great time catching up with all of you
so many things happened since we last meet lik 3 months ago?
do take care guys !






thanks jiatian fatty jie n zhilun for ur ears.
and of cos lily ping fifi for being there.
including laopo
not forgetting e guys who always supported my decision
especially jo who wake me up a little with all those words of urs
yes its a little

letting go?
is nvr easy to let go..
i tried my best
not to salvage e love anymore
but in hope tt we will remain frens
but i failed again..
once again i m burnt
for the many times i got myself burnt
i no longer noe how i feel
i am lost..
courage?
i guess i will nvr find it anymore
once is more than enough for me
time is all we need
to heal
to forget
to let go
i can only say i m too tired..
choice?
i do have it
but i seem to be always doing the wrong things
i am just so scared i will lose myself too
tears?
yes
but it din last long
for it is drying up fast
stubborn?
yes i hate myself for that
i just don understand why i m so stubborn in love

being emo is the last thing i ever want.
i indeed have a choice tts y i try to live my life to e fullest
but still i m tired
i guess u are more tired than me right?
whatever it is
give me more time ba..
i m loss and i need time to think everything again


i hate seeing your back walking away from me...
once again, another cut in me..
i hope i will be able to smile truthfully soon..