hmmm..
sad entry just make me MORE sad..

anyway,on a good note
i stop the pacific net de broadband liao
so now using M1 de
mao mao jie shao de
not bad lahs
haha.

today was feeling much better
at least from the moment i wake up till 5pm bahs
i thought i fully let go le
but i was wrong
very wrong
i only did to certain extent.
but it takes time lahs
the sucky feeling just keep coming back
especially when i see him walking away

but thanks frens
you guys nv fail to listen to me
nvr fail to cheer me up
i guess you guys are going thru a terrible time too.
but i hate this feeling now
one whole gang become 2 le
not that siding has taken place
but yupp..
you noe wad i mean.

i rmb when i am single..
i heard my frens cried
i sensed their pain when their guy/gal broke up with them
but i cant believe i fell into it too.
is really painful
and don say you understand my pain
cos nobody understands.
you may have experienced before..
but everybody experiences it differently.
i noe i sound harsh..
but yupp..
i just feel that yupp
nobody understands.

sorry
making this entry low again
HAISS !

i seriously got nth to post abt lehs
alamak !
but yupp
tmr i will be back at ccks !
be back for MR TAN LIANG HOOI !
called him just now
so i am pretty excited to meet him
HOHO !

anyway
is only when u are falling down down
then you noe who really cares.
i have burdened many with my worries
and i realised my class is caring
i finally feel my family love
=))

actually love is so weird lahs
when you love somebody...
just love him happily
don love till so xing ku lahs
and love him as much as you can..
cos u nvr noe when he will be gone..
i need i noe nth abt love
so i shall slowly go explore
man man find out..

anyway
thanks again !
mao mao
koky
andy
weikee
kengyang
lenny
jovan
(they are always there to listen to my troubles)
(shower me with chocolates !)
lily
fifi
(thanks for not giving up on me)
grace
frena
huiqun
jonathan
shawn
shameera
gladyse
yingwen
(always being there for me in sch)

and nth is able to express my thanks towards my family

aiyah
i got nth to say liao lahs

-30 august- a date that can be significant.
yet is not.