Long time since I blog..
Let me start off with Friday
The day where I went out with jo n xian for dinner
It was as usual..
Crappy n rubbish
=PP

Went to GAP camp on Saturday n Sunday
Organized by TYBRE n west 4 cluster sec sch
My group2 rawks !
I learnt a lot from e camp
And it is actually quite hard to describe
Bingrong, one of the facilitator of grp2 together with me n ping
He taught me lots of stuffs.
He is the same age as us but his leadership skills r far more admirable.
He taught me how to lead a team
How to deal with ppl who r showing attitude
How to give a proper n enriching debrief
It is really a wonderful experience
I learn a lot from the facilitators n I thank them for that.
=))
And the camp sort of let me understand my frens better.
As ping was the same grp with me..
I saw her good n bad points.
And I thought a good leader comes with more practice
We need to b daring n willing to take the iniative
If not we will nvr learn how to lead properly
I took e debrief twice n I learnt a lot thru it
And to b friendly n sociable
Always take e initiative to say hi n chat more with new ppl
Only then u will get close with ur new clicks n u will b a part of them

I have always thought tt knowing new frens sucks
Even till now my thoughts have nvr changed
But without trying..u wil nvr noe wad may happen.
Saying abt tis..it reminded me abt smth tt I m giving great thought abt.
I m having fun in PJC
N the fun I had is not becos of my JAE cls.
It is bcos of my PAE n sec sch frens
They are the one who brought more life to me.
I think my JAE cls has nvr seen such a gal who dares to talk abt pervertic stuffs, do stupid things, talk so loudly anywhere anytime.
That’s why they think I m annoying n tt I m trying to AA
Of cos they din say tt to me, but their actions speak louder than words
My sixth sense has always been right n I believe they have yet to appreciate me.
Haha.
I told this to pengyeow jus now
He thought I was getting rather emo
He said I m not the usual me
N I seriously agreed
Do u guys noe how much I admire classes tt have managed to bond?
Anyway, I think I m not e most pathetic fellow on earth la
I do noe some of my PAE frens who are still loss in e new class.
At least I have my 3 galfrens n the guys in my cls.

Saying about other cls being bonded..
I started thinking
Who really appreciate what they have come across in life
Tmr there is a cls outing for my PAE cls
N many are NOT turning up
And what comes to my mind is that..
5 years down the road..
Will I ever get to meet up with my frens?
Will e feeling in sec n college life b rekindled?
I seem to think tt I m still living in e past
As in ppl have move on to their new life with new frens
But I m still stuck with my past n living with my old frens
But who has really appreciated tt I m appreciative of all e frens I have b4 JAE.
A lot n a lot of thinking hor..
These were my thought on Tuesday n I shared it with guozhen.
I was actually quite upset by some comments ppl made regarding outings
But anyway..emo period is over !

Back to madness topic
I think wed was e crappiest
Imagine the amt of disgusting jokes I shared during phy lect
I love doing stupid things tt destroy my image
Bcos I seriously find joys in bringing laughters to ppl
And I really destroy e first impression the frens of kengyang had about me.
But nvm la.
That is just me ma
Haha !

Time with sec sch frens n PAE frens stil rawks more
I jus heart them lots
I cant wait for next wk speech day
I wanna catch up with frens n teachers
I miss cck teachers lots !
Mrs tang n Mr Tan Liang Hooi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahaha~

I m so tired..
JC life is really tough
I seldom got more than 5 hours of slp.
And that is killing me
I m really very tired
What makes it worst
I don have an understanding mum
Jus bcos I was out till 11+ today
She screamed n yelled at me
I m catching up with my frens la
Life in sch is soo dull
Cant I find relaxation with frens after sch
N after a long week

Hao la
Enuf of complaints le
Haha
Have a nice weekend ahead
And miss yap ppl !