gosh gosh gosh
nightmares for me!!!
walao eh
2 nights le
the scene of u scoldin me at coffee shop kept repeatin
scary ar!!!!!!!!!!!
haisss

very first of all...
jie, jan and me are back as jie mei again
=))
happyy
but is sadd tt jan actually think i deserve it initially
but nvm lahs
if i have such a cocky fren
i oso wont lik de
understandable

secondly
thanks to those encouraging me all along
JOVAN
JANICE
JIE
LILY
GRACE
FIFI
PING
thanks for tt

well well
lots of thinkings in these 2 days
den i realised how guilty i m
i m not treasurin ppl lehs
i realised i have not really treasured havin u as my pal
takin things for granted

and strangely
the places i went in 3 days are so significant
chalet..
beach..
lao pa sat..
walkin past hp shop
walking past giodano

some of u will noe wad the hell i m talking
love and friendship occupy my mind for e past 3 days
i like sufferin frm another big round of depression

yea
i feel the hurt only now
abit slow horrs
mayb i finally found my heart back
but is an injured heart bahs

it hurts when ppl say "no wonder u cant get him"
it hurts when u realised ur pal is angry with you
i hurts when u noe ur cousin is undegoin 3 operations due to motorcylce accident
it hurts when the scene of u being scolded by ur pal kept repeating
it hurts when ppl kept askin "u really not sad ar"
it hurts to see them so loving
but it nice to see them happy
contradictin bahs
life is full of contradictions de bahs

even u really not sad oso will sad liao lo
shi di...
i m referring to u ar!
hahas

okay
i oso sadd tt brazil and england out
my beckham!!!!!!!
he is injured lehs
sooooo saddd
but nvm
i bet germany will win the world cup
gogogogoggogo
btw..
crouch is funny
hahas

basically
these few days i spend repentin
serious okay
plus thinking
plus doing hw..

i m a busy gal
haha!!!

i pray hard that u will be okay.i pray hard that u will recover soon..