yeaa
i m on the road of recovery le
hehes
life is short
why shld i live in such a miserable way
sec4 life is supposed to be a fun one
i shldnt be outstanding and live in the lonely world of mine

ruiping was shocked tt i have such thinking overnight
i wanna thank jovan bahs
is ur blog tt enlightened me
becos it convinced me tt there is no future in me and you
it tells me that u reallly love ur laopo
and ur laopo loves you
most imptly,
it tells me that you are very very happy now
and giving me the strong instincts that ni men will last de..

so i decided not to be sadd
i shld live happily
i shld zhu fu ni men.

i wont force myself to forget you
but i dare to say that
i accepted the fact that you and her are together le
i wan nature to take its course
i will remind myself every now and then tt i must stay happy

xie xie ni men gei wo de guan huai..
thanks sherman,jie,ping,fifi,lily,janice,tan,daty,liyana and even grace and jovan..
my life is soo beautiful with you guys
wad other reasons can i have to be sadd right..

although this has impacted me alot and alot
but thru this
i noe who really cares for me..
xie xie ni men!!!

to grace!!
no worries worr
we will always be hao jie mei de
we will always be best frens
nth will affect our friendship de
you can fang xin le..
in a relationship you shld be happy de
definitely not sadd
so cheer up kae!!!!

to jovan!!
you will make a great bf de..
i strongly believe in it
hao hao dui grace worrr
=))
thanks for the encouragement you gave me..
i m on my road of recovery le!!!
yeahh!!
we will always be good frens de

to jie,ping,fifi
xie xie ni men
wo zhen de mei shi le
you guys don need worry kae
i grow stronger with each failure
so i guess now i super strong le bahs
haha!!!

to lily lehs..
my dear ah ma!!
don worry bout ur granddaughter.
i m okay le
you must relax horrs
keke!!

my words to those who are upset or depressed over love de
if i can do it
i m sure you guys also can de
to me..
the situation tt i m facing is the worst ever bahs
yet i can overcome it le..
so to u guys
sure no cake de
life is beautiful
we must live to the fullest kae!!

yeahh
welcome shangying back!!!
the source of entertainment is back!!!!
the source of happiness is back!!
=PP
hahahahahas